someone want to tell me the point of my freaking existence! like for shits sake, im such a failure. im the stupid one of the family and im a piece of shit girlfriend. im so done at failing yet tuns out i cant do jake shit in life. every time i try i fail. im just so damn worthless. im so stupid. im so done. and no one sees it. no one gets it. im done. and one of these days im gunna hit so low i may actually try something. im done. i cant take this anymore. im a failure and i cant live with myself knowing that.
i cant handle this feeling, not again. i can only to so much freaking depression, i cant handle this! i dont think anyone understands. i cant handle this anymore , it just hurts so much.